WHY are people around us so heartless… or I should ask WHY do they show the stone feelings towards you. I have had so many questions flying around in my silly little head and each time I try to answer them I fail miserably the one question that flies is WHY… Just a small meagre 3 letter word yet it brings so much pain …
WHY do people change, I am not against changing but WHY turn there face, if someone has done wrong is it not better to let the person know what wrong they have done , rather then turning your face and walking away.
I am not sure what sort of person god has made me But WHY is it that I feel bad about what happens or has happened, How can people change so fast or am I missing something.. Sometimes the thought that comes to my mind is there is no place for me in this whole wide world…
I also think that If I disappear or vanish or die or whatever, all the people who once told me they care for me, love me etc etc will it even MATTER to anyone.. for that matter will it be even noticed where is Bikram.. I know I know someone will say it should not bother me, I should move on or I should forget about these people.. BUT is it that easy to do all this ..
I am definitely weird, the more I think the more I realise what a jerk I am for it definitely is not easy for me to move on or forget, I dont say you are a friend , or like a bro or the new lingo on the street these days , you are blood.. If I don’t mean it ..
I consider you a friend, part of family BECAUSE I consider you one, WHY is it so wrong to be like that , IS there no place in this world where you can find genuine people.
There always seems to be some motive behind, keeping relations could be anything money, emotional, love there is some sort of emotion, WHY cant people just be happy with the other person as they are, True I have problems , I am not perfect No one is .. I am good for some – Bad for others.. everyone is but suddenly you turn your face that ain’t right either.. IS IT …
Friendship is one relation I had so much faith in, I use to think friendships don’t change even if people change, Is there nobody out there who thinks the way i think, don’t people sit back especially when they are alone and think , Wonder what Bikram is doing today, being long since talked to him , lets give him a call .. Or Haven’t heard from him since ages , Is he ok, is he alive ..
Or
Is it just me who thinks that way
How come its so easy for you to forget
WHY is it not easy for me ..
Am I really so weird..
Me and My Random Thoughts 
Hi Bikram, I had to read it twice to find out what all is bothering you and why. I hope I still got it all right. So u don’t like that people change and look other way round. You want people to be genuine and like others , the way others are. You had faith in friendship. Just the negligence of one of the friends doesn’t make all the other friends’ friendship untrustworthy. People who love you and say they care for you will keep on caring ,no matter what and trust me the ones who change are the ones who never loved you in the first place. So in NUTSHELL don’t bother who loves u , who doesn’t. Who cries when you are gone or still there. You do your karma in the best way you can and rest all is in Gods hands.
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