Archive for May 11, 2010

Relations

Posted: May 11, 2010 in Dosti, Friends, relation

Sometimes it is heard , I myself have written in my blog sometimes That its when you loose someone that you get to know what hey meant or how happy etc you are.. But I would like to take those words back.. Its not always the case , sometimes its the BEST thing to happen.. Though at the earlier stage you might feel that end of world.. and How you gonna survive .. what you gonna do ..

But I have had a very good experience, and I am so glad its over, and Happy its over Now rather then a year down or two … IT WAS NOT WORTH IT.. rather I regret now to have got into such sort of relation… It all comes out What you actually meant to the other..

The person you actually thought was telling you the truth in the end it turns out that THANK GOD… Now it makes me mad at the thought WHat the hell was I doing.. Why did I get so blind sighted at the lies I was being told, all the time.. It makes me paranoid now thinking that I was probably the laughing stock at that moment.

What was I doing, How could I befool myself for so long a time , was I too blind to see the symptoms or the way things were going ..

Then on other hand it also makes me MAD and ANGRY that how can someone do this and get away with it .. Should we let them get away with it.. A lot of people say its good , its over , but the pain or the anguish caused was it for anything.. And If I am hurt or in pain then why does it show me BAD if i retaliate…

Do we not retailiate when someone slaps us , or hurls abuses at us .. We dont ignore it DO WE…

Then my point is it wrong if I want to have my revenge sorts, Why is that BAD… Why does it make me a Bad person.. WHY