Country roads — read at own risk

Posted: January 31, 2010 in Angry, Life, Loosers, random, Rant

I am crying today .. oh yes , its just one of those days when nothing seems to go your way. I want to go home, let my mum fuss around me. Let her say how good i am , shower numerous praises on me.

Country roads .. take me Home ..
To the place I belong …
I hear a voice in the morning how she calls me
The radio reminds me of my home far away
Drivin’ down the road I get the feelin’

That I should been home yesterday yesterday


I have been a F*%&$£” looser all this time.. AHHHHHHHHHH I would kill someone today
Got up in morning, went the gym and did bugger all, cause the moment I went to do chest press the bloody machine broke…

Then thought leave the weights go for a swim, picked my stuff went to the changing room only to find that I had not got my trunks in the bag, I am very short tempered sometimes so by this time I was fuming at myself.


Ended up going on the treadmill.. shower and came out to find Some Idiot had hit my car, HOW CRUEL can it be, it was parked perfectly fine so now I am without back lights, went into enquire if the cctv has got the number plate of the car for insurance purpose, Guess what a big NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO…. the cctv is there but it was not recording.. the idiots had forgotten to put it to record, WHAT USE IS IT TO HAVE THE CCTV…. more AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


Came to work to find that last night there was a power cut, so my machine had got rebooted, which meant all the work i had done after the last SAVE, was lost.. especially the SQL queries.. that had been written for testing that makes me MAD , cause it takes ages to get the query right, yesterday I had spent lot of hours optimising a query which was taking more than a hour to run , over internet to 26 minutes , I HAD LOST THAT …. more aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh my manager and a collegue have had earfull of my moaning today…

Its a CONSPIRACY .. a saazish.. it is a PLOT.. to bring me down,, everything is planning to bring me down … I thought I will write it down and take my anger over here… dont know if i will post this or not .. lets seee…

  1. smitzy says:

    everyone has days like these.. just got to pull through and take a new step each time. Heart break, heart ache, tension, stress are all part of life.Of late I'm also going through that phase, when I don't want to do anything, just sit on my bed and cry like a baby.Just remind urself at the end of the day, whatever bad things it is, it will pass… only then can u stay sane…


  2. Shahid says:

    for some reason even I am goin thru a similar phase…lots of aaaaarrrrgggghhhhhhh


  3. Insignia says:

    There are bad days like these…when every possible bad thing in the world happens with you. Chill and relax…


  4. Harman says:!seems like the day kicked in a bad way..its good to pour ur feelinz in your writings!!!


  5. Gaurav says:

    I will suggest you,"READ YOUR PREVIOUS POST"


  6. Madhu says:

    well. i say…….that u had a super awfull day on the face of it…try meditation no?? Or does that not suit people like us hm>?..:P:D


  7. BK Chowla, says:

    It happens without much reasoning.May be,you got up from the wrong side of the bed this morning.


  8. Dharmjit says:

    o man it is ur bad daysometimes this happens to me also got bad news after and after


  9. Bikram says:

    @smitzy :- THanks for the comment, YEah i can understand what you are saying , hopefully will get over it and stay sane 🙂 @Shahid :- Hope you are ok now , and cheered up.. what say @Insignia :- yes I shall make sure to abide by your way .. chilling and relaxing..@Harman:- Thank you harman.Well I had to write it out else i would have kileld someone 🙂 Better out then IN.@Gaurav : Well said i would say YEH MAAARAA 🙂 thank you mate @Madhu:- MEditation, how do you go about it I dont know if it will suit people like us .. BY THE WAY what do you mean people LIKE US he he he he he Now that made me smile 🙂 @BK Chowla:- Sir ji I will try to sleep the other side everyday now :)@Dharmjit:- yeah it was bad, thankfully it has passed away phewwwwwwwwTHank you all for the lovely comments…


  10. Old rant but loved the poem/song. I actually could relate to it.
    It feels the same every now and then. Can’t help but face life. Godd.. i badly want to go home.


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