At this moment I am thinking what is love , why does it hurt. I have been feeling so low lately that i am actually thinking WTF , kill myself or something, I really don’t know how to make things better. it feels like been there done it all and nothing seems to matter or did matter.. I am so angry I hit the wall and now i am in Pain 🙂 … ..
has anyone wondered
What it would be if U don’t exist ?
DO you think someone will even bat a eyelid if you go away ?
What makes you think you are needed ?
What makes you think you are even thought of ?
Will you be ever good enough for anyone ?
Will anything you do be ever good enough for anyone ?
Why do people not appreciate what they got ?
Why is it that we think of people who don’t give a damn about us, we think about them all the time ?
Why is it so hard for people to see you smile ?
Why is it so hard for people to make you smile especially those who say they love you ?
Why , why why Lots of why’s but so hard to get an answer for them, wonder anyone has ever got them.. or will life be like this through out, a whirlpool of emotions and heartaches.
Two people are having a decent conversation when Mr. A asks Ms B something and things fly off the handle, this buggers up the whole conversation. Then the wait starts who is going to ask or talk first.
HAS THE RELATION BECOME A GAME who does what first ?
and the silent treatments, The phone conversations start paused adequately with long silences…
U still there ? YUPP STILL HERE
Then a couple of words and again the silence…. What do you do. then comes the finale.. right then “A” I have had enough , I got to go , bye …. and the phone gets put down…
What was to be a beautiful day gets screwed because of one thing , one small little thing.. What should happen Next time .. should that scenario be not repeated .. or should it be handled more appropriately….
What is a relation, is it so hard to ask ur partner/lover/ ur better half, something that you need. or the question is SHOULD YOU BE ASKING… OR SHOULD YOU BE GETTING IT …
My mind is gone numb at the moment.. god knows what all is going through it at the moment wish i had a grasp over english vocabulary so i could put it down in words, so as to portray the turmoil its going through at moment.
Why WHY WHY WHYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Should i just kill myself and see if it will have the desired REACTION….
(psst.. Like i said me and my random thoughts … Dont worry I am perfectly sane and you will see the next post soon, got you worried there did i not MR/Ms READER…. )
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